hmmm
would like to take this opportunity to apologise for the words i've said
i do know that friendship takes time to develop
but i really hope that at least i can see the effort being put in
i'm sad because i really cherish this friendship alot
and i have tried my best to keep it alive
all because of the promise you have made to me
i believed that as long as we put effort into it
things will work out well
but it takes 2 hands to clap
so there is no point if only 1 party is putting effort into it
i treated all of you as my best friends
but whether you all treated me as one too
that i'm not sure
anyway
i would like to apologise
for i did not take into consideration that all of you needed time to adapt
so
i am sorry