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it's been a long time since i blog
was kind of busy this week during working hours
hence explains it all
anyway
today is the last day of my attachment
felt relieved but at the same time sad
afterall
it has been 4months since i worked there
although the pay is quite miserable
but the time spent argueing with my supervisor was quite memorable
it was fun
time flies (to il) :p
anyway
ytd our supervisors treated us all to subway for lunch
we thought we were going to amara or at least have sushi to fill our stomaches
but at least it is not hawker centre
so not that bad
isabel and i missed sushi
was very obedient for the whole of this week
because...
we were tied up to our necks!
we even had to stay back to 730pm today to finish up our work
and fyi
we are not paid OT
but we willingly did it
oh ya
getting back to my supervisor
i feel that he can't bear to see us leave
haha
think he will miss our arguements
he said before that i'm the first student who talks to him this way
but i thought that it is more fun this way
treated him more like a friend than a supervisor
although at times we are afraid of him
but that is only when it concerns our grade
and today
we had a free lunch again!
our boss treated us to eat zi cha
after the meal
joshua gave a farewell speech
while isabel and i kept laughing
i laughed because i felt that he is just saying all the good stuffs
and keeping the bad stuffs to himself
anyway
we bought some gifts for the whole company
LAST MINUTE
hmmm
would like to take this opportunity to apologise for the words i've said
i do know that friendship takes time to develop
but i really hope that at least i can see the effort being put in
i'm sad because i really cherish this friendship alot
and i have tried my best to keep it alive
all because of the promise you have made to me
i believed that as long as we put effort into it
things will work out well
but it takes 2 hands to clap
so there is no point if only 1 party is putting effort into it
i treated all of you as my best friends
but whether you all treated me as one too
that i'm not sure
anyway
i would like to apologise
for i did not take into consideration that all of you needed time to adapt
so
i am sorry
life has taught me to be pessimistic
so used to it that it is now part of me
neverevercarryhighhopes,asitwillonlyletyoufalleven harderontheground,maybeevenmorethanwhat youcaneverhandle
not sure how things will turn out on that day
but i have no choice
i have to learn how to face my problems
instead of learning to run away from them
am i asking too much
or am i too naive
i have no idea too
today i realised that i am also a hypocrite
i have no right to judge others
lifeisfullofcontradictions
anyway
whatever it is
all i can do now is
to treasure the people around me
do not take things for granted, for one day you might regret what you have done/not done
do not be afraid to show affections to the one you love and treasure...
anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIUHUI AND JEREMY!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS (:
Think after today
i will not be blogging that often
unless
i have things that i need to express out
if not it will just be what im doing throughout the whole day
but
i think it will be boring to read then
so it is better that i dun blog so often
anyway
felt left out again
dun wish to mention who over here
just hope that things will improve as time passes
howiwishallhypocriteswilldisappearfromthisworld,atleastfrommyworld...ihatethem
thesefewdaysreallysucks,hatethisfeeling
alright
that's all
goodbye guys
today i was late for workall because of the stupid bus 80i was at the bus stop at 813amand the bus came only at 850amnormally the bus would come at 817am or 833amluckily my boss did not see me coming in latePHEW!
had a conference with vonne and sj last night.discussing about the outing on saturday.we were thinking of where to go,and vonne was afraid of 'dirty things'.we ran out of ideas and thus told her that everywhere has 'dirty things'.finally we decided to go cycling at pasir ris beach.but she was still reluctant to bathe.she said she will be the guard outside the cubicles.haha.so cute of her.and also stubborn.but had a great time talking to them last night.until the point that i was feeling a pain in my throat this morning.during the conversation,we also realised that vonne was not the most innocent one among us.i was the one.yeah :Di did not know what does the number '69' means and what is orgasm.they were so surprisedand even ask me to check it out online.i did anyway.haha.btw, my headache is gone after meeeting vonne ytd.YEAH! :Dbut found out that her 1 month pay is EQUAL to my pay for 3 Mths!arghh.however,she kept insisting that her work is very stress,and have to do lots of things.unlike mine.i also do a lot of things lor.a lot of sai gang.haiz.no big project somemore. ):
today was rather a bad day indeed. had a bad headache due to a lack of sleep.and of course the following adds on to it.read through vonne's and sj's blog.realised that i am kind of left out of the foursome we used to be.it made me wonder if it was my fault or theirs (according to what sj told me).but anyway, i really do hope to salvage this friendship since sec 1.bringing them back to my side.kinda miss those days in sec sch.having the same crush, teasing each other and studying together.however, i have told sj about it on sat.she assured me that things would turn out fine. she was very encouraging (:upon reaching the office, i realised the air con was down.the stale air in there made me feel even worse.but thank god, the air con was repaired before lunch.i will go mad staying in that kind of place. anyway, will be meeting vonne later to get xh's present.wonder when will my headache go off.SIGHbtw, three cheers to ISABEL for the help
with my blog!
You are GREAT! (:Thanks gal!
