jenies

2008-10-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

second week of school
modules seems ok except for one
PBL - problem based learning
there's problem but no learning at all
peer teaching but benefit nothing
in fact, more individual research is needed
feeling eexhausted
thursday = bad day
however, today's 1st tutorial was rather interesting.
wuzzle!!!
i wasn't really very good at it.
but at least i got some of them correct.
that's not bad (:
anyway, back hurts even more today.
will be going to see the chinese physician again tmr x:
hope i will recover fully after the consultation...

2008-10-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

today i finally did eyebrow threading
it was a painful experience
lover say that she will accompany me to do the threading
but in the end, when we reached there,
i went in first as there is only 1 therapist
lover and weihao did their classic pedicure
while darling did classic manicure
all of them are enjoying except for me
as my eyebrow is very thick
i suffered more pain as compared to lover when she did the threading
lover was very courageous
after doing the eyebrow threading
she proceeded with upper lip threading
she seems ok and relaxed
telling me that it wasn't really painful
i tried
and
i cried
tears just flow down my cheeks naturally
it was so painful that i could only grab darling's hand tightly
after the painful session
the area near my eyebrows are swollen
and my upper lip grew bumps
but all of them told me that i looked better now
not sure if it was really worth the pain
but at least i got a feel of how threading is like now
PAIN!!

2008-10-13T12:00:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i blog
didn't really have the mood to do so
but this blog is here because of someone
anyway,
went clubbing with my gals last sat night
met them at bugis at 725pm when we are supposed to meet at 7
i expected that they will be late but didn't expect such a long wait
anyway, it's ok
just that walking alone in bhg was kind of boring
after they arrived,
i called up dbl o to make a reservation for us all
but when i called, it was fully booked
and thus, i was told to go there at around 9-10pm
hence, after having dinner at bugis
we went down and it was around 915pm
the queue was rather short and we got in in a moments time
it was still quite empty at that time
so after ordering a jug of vodka orange,
we played 5-10.
we played for about an hour and darling arrived
so i went down with vonne to bring him up
ordered another 2 jugs of whiskey coke
and we took turns to bottoms up with sj
think i drank too fast
thus not long after, the effect came
at around 12 plus when the night just started
we went to the dance floor to dance
sj danced quite well according to vonne
cos i was dancing with darling
so i did not know
but after that i went over to them to make vonne dance
she was like very stiff
maybe she was not high enough
should have made her drank more
while dancing with the gals, a guy approached me
asking if i would like to join them
of course i rejected
but that is not the main thing
main thing is
after rejecting him, while sqeezing our way to the other side of the dance floor,
darling seems to be very proud when he walked past the guys
cos he was hugging me and they saw it
ha
quite funny
after dancing for a while
the gals wanted to go home so darling and i went down to chijmes to join ps they all
din really like that place because can't dance
but no choice
dbl o has no seats for them
drank a little over there
but felt tired at around 2 plus
but pressing on, we stayed till around 4 plus before we went home
the hangover was bad the next day
but did tried to drink lots of water
seems to help a bit though

2008-09-08T12:01:00.000-07:00

had a nice talk with darling early this morning
found that he loved me even more than what i thought
had a rough idea of why is that so
but will not be elaborating over here
got to prepare for the trip to Genting!
bye!

2008-09-08T11:55:00.000-07:00

ytd was darling's birthday
spent lots of effort in making it a pleasant one
thought of numerous ways to give him the surprises i had in mind
things went smoothly :)
told him that we would meet at city hall at 5
go for dinner then go walk walk
tried to make it as simple as possible
in order to make him as 'low' as possible
i succeded! :D
1st surprise:
i went to surprise him at white sands
knowing that he would be there with his family for lunch
2nd surprise:
cooked fish n chips for dinner
for this surprise, it was more of a 'shock' for him
because he knows that i cant cook
and yet i'll be cooking for him :p
but the fish was nice
although the fries was kind of overcook
but he told me it was nice overall
happy!
satisfied!
it was not easy cooking afterall
alright
now comes the next surprise!
3rd surprie:
handed him the ticket to Genting
4th surprise:
gave him a sling bag for his interview
for the 3rd surprise, he told me that was already enough
but when i handed him the bag
he was overwhelmed with happiness
seeing that everything went smoothly ytd
and he was totally filled with pleasant surprises
i felt that everything was worth it
just to see him happy
love you darling!

2008-08-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i blog
was kind of busy this week during working hours
hence explains it all
anyway
today is the last day of my attachment
felt relieved but at the same time sad
afterall
it has been 4months since i worked there
although the pay is quite miserable
but the time spent argueing with my supervisor was quite memorable
it was fun
time flies (to il) :p
anyway
ytd our supervisors treated us all to subway for lunch
we thought we were going to amara or at least have sushi to fill our stomaches
but at least it is not hawker centre
so not that bad
isabel and i missed sushi
was very obedient for the whole of this week
because...
we were tied up to our necks!
we even had to stay back to 730pm today to finish up our work
and fyi
we are not paid OT
but we willingly did it
oh ya
getting back to my supervisor
i feel that he can't bear to see us leave
haha
think he will miss our arguements
he said before that i'm the first student who talks to him this way
but i thought that it is more fun this way
treated him more like a friend than a supervisor
although at times we are afraid of him
but that is only when it concerns our grade
and today
we had a free lunch again!
our boss treated us to eat zi cha
after the meal
joshua gave a farewell speech
while isabel and i kept laughing
i laughed because i felt that he is just saying all the good stuffs
and keeping the bad stuffs to himself
anyway
we bought some gifts for the whole company
LAST MINUTE

2008-08-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm
would like to take this opportunity to apologise for the words i've said
i do know that friendship takes time to develop
but i really hope that at least i can see the effort being put in
i'm sad because i really cherish this friendship alot
and i have tried my best to keep it alive
all because of the promise you have made to me
i believed that as long as we put effort into it
things will work out well
but it takes 2 hands to clap
so there is no point if only 1 party is putting effort into it
i treated all of you as my best friends
but whether you all treated me as one too
that i'm not sure
anyway
i would like to apologise
for i did not take into consideration that all of you needed time to adapt
so
i am sorry

2008-08-22T17:29:00.000-07:00

life has taught me to be pessimistic
so used to it that it is now part of me
neverevercarryhighhopes,asitwillonlyletyoufalleven harderontheground,maybeevenmorethanwhat youcaneverhandle
not sure how things will turn out on that day
but i have no choice
i have to learn how to face my problems
instead of learning to run away from them
am i asking too much
or am i too naive
i have no idea too
today i realised that i am also a hypocrite
i have no right to judge others
lifeisfullofcontradictions
anyway
whatever it is
all i can do now is
to treasure the people around me
do not take things for granted, for one day you might regret what you have done/not done
do not be afraid to show affections to the one you love and treasure...

anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIUHUI AND JEREMY!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS (:

2008-08-21T11:27:00.000-07:00

Think after today
i will not be blogging that often
unless
i have things that i need to express out
if not it will just be what im doing throughout the whole day
but
i think it will be boring to read then
so it is better that i dun blog so often
anyway
felt left out again
dun wish to mention who over here
just hope that things will improve as time passes
howiwishallhypocriteswilldisappearfromthisworld,atleastfrommyworld...ihatethem
thesefewdaysreallysucks,hatethisfeeling
alright
that's all
goodbye guys

2008-08-20T10:37:00.000-07:00

today i was late for work

all because of the stupid bus 80

i was at the bus stop at 813am

and the bus came only at 850am

normally the bus would come at 817am or 833am

luckily my boss did not see me coming in late

PHEW!

2008-08-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

had a conference with vonne and sj last night.

discussing about the outing on saturday.

we were thinking of where to go,

and vonne was afraid of 'dirty things'.

we ran out of ideas

and thus told her that everywhere has 'dirty things'.

finally we decided to go cycling at pasir ris beach.

but she was still reluctant to bathe.

she said she will be the guard outside the cubicles.

haha.

so cute of her.

and also stubborn.

but had a great time talking to them last night.

until the point that i was feeling a pain in my throat this morning.

during the conversation,

we also realised that vonne was not the most innocent one among us.

i was the one.

yeah :D

i did not know what does the number '69' means and what is orgasm.

they were so surprised

and even ask me to check it out online.

i did anyway.

haha.

btw, my headache is gone after meeeting vonne ytd.

YEAH! :D

but found out that her 1 month pay is EQUAL to my pay for 3 Mths!

arghh.

however,

she kept insisting that her work is very stress,

and have to do lots of things.

unlike mine.

i also do a lot of things lor.

a lot of sai gang.

haiz.

no big project somemore. ):

2008-08-18T17:34:00.000-07:00

today was rather a bad day indeed.

had a bad headache due to a lack of sleep.

and of course the following adds on to it.

read through vonne's and sj's blog.

realised that i am kind of left out of the foursome we used to be.

it made me wonder if it was my fault or theirs (according to what sj told me).

but anyway, i really do hope to salvage this friendship since sec 1.

bringing them back to my side.

kinda miss those days in sec sch.

having the same crush, teasing each other and studying together.

however, i have told sj about it on sat.

she assured me that things would turn out fine.

she was very encouraging (:

upon reaching the office, i realised the air con was down.

the stale air in there made me feel even worse.

but thank god, the air con was repaired before lunch.

i will go mad staying in that kind of place.

anyway, will be meeting vonne later to get xh's present.

wonder when will my headache go off.

SIGH

btw, three cheers to ISABEL for the help
with my blog!
You are GREAT! (:

Thanks gal!